So, it's been a while... almost a week since I've posted.
I've been busy with stuff and frankly, I really hadn't had the heart to write, even though I promised myself that I will continue to write, I will push and persevere, sometimes the stresses of life just gets to me and I can't write.
I wish for a perfect scenario when I have this beautiful laptop to write on, a cup of tea or coffee waiting for me, with the world at my fingertips waiting to be put into words. But alas, that's not yet possible. Perhaps one day soon, perhaps its near, but not yet, not now.
I realized my biggest challenge in writing. it's not that I don't know what to write. I have always known what to write. The biggest challenge is not to lose focus because of the challenges that life hurls at me. Bills to be paid, the constant need to have enough cash on hand to buy what we need and save some.
I want to stop scrolling through facebook and see the what if's of my life flash before my eyes in the wall of my friends. It gets to me and whatever fervor I had will quickly melt away.
Again, another resolve I firmly resolve to do (ha!) I will write and write and write some more. No matter the distraction, no matter the concerns I face, I need to keep on writing.
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