Sometimes there are things in my head that needs clearing. Sometimes it pushes me so hard that I crumble. Today I feel like everything is weighing down on me. My chest is heavy and everything seems to be ganging up on me. I just want to curl up and lie down and just let everything wash over me, if I succumb then so be it. I am so tired of playing this game, I am so tired of always having to fight, to struggle. I feel like nothing is ever enough to bring me the safety I am looking for. Winning the lotto is such a stretch but I am praying that maybe God will smile upon me/us and help us get through all our financial struggle by allowing us that jackpot win, but yeah, that's still throwing rocks at the moon. I am trying my best to earn some living through the internet, I have found some but of course, its not nearly enough, YET! So I am trying, and I hope that I make it sooner rather than later, cause my mental health is really suffering here and I am not sure I can stay ...
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