It really has taken its toll on me... I don't want to be bitter. but that's where I find myself in.
Promises are really meant to be broken... Its sad, but that's life.. this is the path I've taken... taking me to a place I never ever wanted to be. Such a burden to believe a promise, only to be disappointed in the end. I just hope that someone can be honest and upfront, not only with me but with themselves as well and don't break a promise just because you know you can get away with it.
Regrets? Perhaps, but that's too late now, so I can't really ponder on it for long, for it can change nothing. I must learn to move forward and learn to let go...
I'm so torn between wanting to be free and responsibility. I know I cannot stay in this pothole for long or else nothing can be achieved. This blog has been my solace and I hope it will continue to be. And someday I hope I can elaborate this events that has unfolded in my life because of choices I have made and continue to make in my life and perhaps it can shorten the learning curve of other ladies who made their decisions out of fear and not making a really informed decision and so many things are regretful.
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