Still Lost

 

I'm still a little lost as to what I really want to do... I know there are things I have to do, change in my routine for me to be able to fulfill everything I have been wanting to achieve. So, here I am. They said to get the creative juices flowing, we just have to keep at it. So with writing, we just have to write whatever is on our mind, so that's what I'm doing now. Here in this particular blog, I want to write everything that's on my mind, no holds barred. Maybe it will even help with my mental health if I started writing everything I am feeling. Sometimes, the thoughts might be written on paper, so that's I may find myself uploading an image or two. I'm still having some challenge with my eyesight but pushing the zoom up to 175% helps me with that. 

I have been praying for some respite with this eye thing but so far, God has chosen to allow me this challenge. So I am just taking it in. It's all up to him. He knows what I'm asking for, so maybe I'll even get it. 

Hubby wants to start driving again and I'm not stopping him, maybe that's what he needs to do to feel productive, so that's what he'll do. Hopefully things will work out for him in the end. 



Sometimes I feel like this life is just one big loop, everything happening over and over again and I feel like I have no control, some things I wish I had done different then maybe I wouldn't be in such a predicament. LOL. I don't know, again those 3 words, that keep repeating itself in my life for various reasons. I pray that one day. I can change that into two words, I know or I knew. Let's hope that indeed it does happen soon, so I don't feel so lost time and again. 






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