Hard to be a mom...sometimes

Sometimes I feel so messed up about being a mom. Like now, my daughter has her 3rd quarter examinations coming up next week and of course, it means study time for her and for me. I would love it, if she's able to study on her own and I can do my job and be left alone, but of course I'm a mom, darnit! And helping out my kids is topmost priority. And generally I am ok on that idea but sometimes, when my children, my daughter to be exact, coz my son ain't studying yet, acts up and refuse to study or acts lazy, I get stressed and frustrated. I want her to have the best possible education and I want her to be, not necessarily on top of her class, but at least on the upper part of her class. She is a very bright kid and I don't want to waste her smarts just because she refuse to study. She knows it too, but I know kids can be kids and she is just 6 and still prone to playing all day long, if I let her that is. But examination week is up and she needs to study, she still bungles her spelling, so it's important she improves on that.... I just hope that this day ends up different than how it's starting or else I might just check myself into a mental facility.... ^_^