Its the 23rd of December, in two days Christmas would have arrived. I'm not sure how I'm feeling right now.. I'm excited that its Christmas, yet sad because well, money is scarce and i would have wanted to be able to provide my kids with more... Aside from that, I also would like something cool for myself but alas, there are other things to prioritize. But I'm happy, we are all generally healthy, I do take my maintenance medication for high blood but still I'm feeling better, losing a little weight, not as much as I want but little by little, so hopefully by Christmas 2011, I'll be leaner... oh my, how I hope so..
Usually my brother and sister sends some money our way for Christmas but perhaps they have their own expenses to think about so I can't keep on bothering them. So I'll just hope that something comes my way and help... gosh... So many things to think about.. how I wish that it was easier... but heck, I'm kinda used to the feeling of always being in a tight spot.. well, I know God has his way and he will surely help me I know...
Usually my brother and sister sends some money our way for Christmas but perhaps they have their own expenses to think about so I can't keep on bothering them. So I'll just hope that something comes my way and help... gosh... So many things to think about.. how I wish that it was easier... but heck, I'm kinda used to the feeling of always being in a tight spot.. well, I know God has his way and he will surely help me I know...
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labatterie and carpet now.