Unloading...

My head is filled with so many thoughts and so many things are all a-jumbled in my head. I am not sure what I should or could do to alleviate the thoughts in my head.  I know I need to unload soon or else my head will burst...

All my life I have always wanted to matter.. all my life all I can think about is how to fit in, how to become significant to people.. sometimes to many, sometimes just to one.

I am confused. I don't know if there's anything I can do to stop the doubts from forming.. to stop the uncertainty from filling my head but I don't. I want to stop all the worries from overwhelming me but my heart seems set on being so..

I am not sure what is happening to me, I am not sure if there's anything I can do to stop my head from filling up with all these things... do I sound confusing? Welcome to the club! I am absolutely utterly confused as to what is in my head and its my head!

Well, perhaps in a few days time I can enlighten you on what is really happening but for now, let us both stay confused and hope for enlightenment sooner rather than later...