I attempted to write a book... I know my story well, I know what I wanted to write.. I had it all in my mind... I started typing a few words, perhaps hit even a few paragraph but end up hitting backspace or select all then delete.. I'm not sure what is happening but I feel like my writing lacked something.. so I deleted it. I feel like words that flowed through my fingers before well, wasn't flowing anymore.
I don't know but I wanted to write so bad perhaps... the burnout that happened to me a few years back may have affected it, or maybe even because I have been writing for money for so long, I don't know how to write creatively anymore.
People told me to just write and to just type away, but each time I re-read my writing, I want to crush it to the ground and well... not worth publishing I guess, for me, the high critique in me... or I don't know, I just feel like its not good for publishing...
Well, I hope one day perhaps, I will be able to write with words a flowing once more but for now, I would just have to wing it and see what happens...
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