My heart is bleeding today. It has been for a while (LOL) but especially today. A person I consider a friend, hurt me really badly.
I have always tried to be nice to everyone with the exception of very few who really gets on my nerves and I can't find the courage to simply ignore. So it hurts me when people I consider friends treat me as enemies when I've done nothing wrong. I know I don't deserve to be treated as such after I've done nothing but be good to them. It hurts. Honestly it does. Trying to explain the situation didn't help. When people decide to close their minds, close it remains regardless of what or how you explain.
Sometimes, you have to be the grown up in the matter. I shrug and try to brush it off. But I do have to acknowledge that I've been hurt by careless words and actions. I know this will pass as it always does, but I'm human and I hurt. I just have to acknowledge that.
I'm trying to understand that she's not angry with me but with another person and because I didn't side with her, I think she got upset that I didn't bad mouth the party she was mad at and lashed out at me instead. It's a low blow and I didn't deserve it. My world is not gonna stop and I'll still continue to do what I need to, but yeah.. I just want to let it out, that I'm hurting at the moment.
and at times like this, really, its important that we try to uplift each other and not put each other down, regardless of what we feel. We have to be mature about it. We don't need this type of scenarios... So, let's all just grow up please.
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